some destroy, I create
I got angsty so I tweezed my eyebrows, made eyeliner out of eyeshadow, and tried a new lip look
the eyeliner especially, I had to wreck the plates to get enough color
sometimes creation takes destruction
the destruction I feel pushes me to create
rather than continue
and sometimes in the creating
I get to destroy
but in a safe way
a necessary way
a benevolent way
that’s different from the destruction driving me
I must prefer my way, I turn to it so often
8.2.2020
Vessel in the Valley 